~~Long weekends, Long Holidays~~

Sad, my long weekend doesnt seem to turn out good for me. Feel feverish and have sorethroat and coughs. Hate it. Heatiness level increasing!! I wish I feel better before i go to JB for my seminar. Holidays are planned ahead!! Busy busy busy..

~~Dec~~
Having an audit by a customer this coming tues (9th), going off to JB on Wed for a 1.5 days seminar on Thurs and Fri, flying off to Melb on Sat(13th) for my graduation and back to work on 24th Dec, i hope its a half day for my company. On leave on 26th for Huiqi's wedding. Hehe...

~~January 09~~
FLying off to Auckland, NZ on the 13 to 25th January for my postponed training, 26-27th is CNY!!! and will be on compulsory leave on 28 to 30th. Which means I dont have to go back office for 3 whole weeks!!

~~Feb 09~~
Dearest Sotong's birthday plus mine plus V day!! Going to BKK on the 19-23rd with Aimei & Malvin, Meihui & Francis and Fion & Stanley. Cant wait for that!!!

Thats all planned for now. No more going on trips for the rest of next year, too broke liao..

Resolution for next year?
Hope i can fufil all my resolutions made last year. What are they? Seriously, i dont remember =X

~ to go or not to go~~

My President rejected my application to NZ. Feelings? I kinda feel glad, relieved. I dont know why. Maybe cause the stress level decreased. Everything is in a rush that Im very lost and confused. I've told my boss to postpone it till after my confrimation if possible. I do hope he postpone it first..

~~Happi at work~~

My production supervisor told me that my boss wants to sent me to Aussie for training, I thought it was just a plan.

My boss told me the next day that he wants to send me to Aussie for training, I thought its just a proposal and wasnt confirmed.

Few days later, my boss came into my room and asked: " Did you bring your passport?" my mind was like " am I going in JB now, I just went in with you last week.."

I said:" No lei" giving him the confused look.

He then said: "Ok, then you will be flying off to Aussie in 2 weeks time"

Me:"HUH?? So fast confirmed already??"

He: "Yup, would there be any problem for you?"

Me:"Nono..Im ok.." Happy yet scared

Initialy, I thought I was going to Sydney, well, even my boss thought so, cause that's what he've proposed. But my Aussie boss thought I'm going to NZ, so after clearing the misunderstanding, yup, Confirmed im going to NZ.

I cant wait to go Auckland, NZ next sunday! Very excited but yet scared at times. I thought its scary to travel alone to a place heard but never been before. But Im really glad that my boss actual proposes this idea to the management, allowing me to show what i can do for this company. In Auckland, the company is actually doing wet sauces and also some batters, coatings and marinades, very similar to what my co is doing, so the training is some how related. Hope the 2 weeks of training would help me gain much experience and exposure.

I think, ever since I've started my workin life 4 years ago, this job is one that allows me to learn much much more in a really short time of 2 months? I've learnt to set up a new QA lab, SOPs, finding quotes for new equiments, learning production, getting to know these people etc.. All these, although not yet 100% completed, are being forced to go into my head and set the piorities right. Of course I'm not alone, I too do need helps. My 2 bosses are there to help me, my local boss and my Aussie boss. Colleagues from JB QA Dept, the Technical Manager, the Penang R&Ds and not to forget my SG colleagues! I'm realy glad I came into this co, though i used to HATE it ALOT. Its not the co actually, its more like the work. I dont fancy QC jobs. But with these wonderful colleagues, Im glad =)

In this co, I feel appreciated, my presence is known to alot of people in JB, Penang when I've never met them before. Some would come down to SG to settle some stuffs and then come up to me and said: " You must be Isabella, I'm _____, nice to meet you."

Im like " Hi, blah blah blah blah.." with alot of question marks going through my head, thinking who are they, where they are from and what position are they.

I think I'm well known in the IT dept now, in the bad way. I've complained a few times to the IT people that my com is going to crash, its starting to show blue screen!! But the ICT people just refuse to give me a new PC because i dont have a network point in my office and will only do it after CNY. Yes, my office got no internet, no phone line! Everytime when I need to do some stuffs, I need to go to office and print, scan, use internet to check my mail, or even worse, i need to make calls using my handphone as I really cant afford to leave the lab. How irritating!!

But its going to be over soon. My complain to my bosses, to the JB Technical Manager, pratically to EVERYONE I see in office, worked! I think my boss and Technical manager brought it up to the management during meeting and WAH LAAAAAA!!!, the IT manager was told immediately to come down to SG (oh, our internet server is in MY) to start doing the network point. Yup, they came down yesterday to start looking at the layout.

Seriously, I do feel bad, because I didnt want them to feel that I complained that they are not doing their work, it not that they didnt do, its more like they dont understand the importance of me needing a computer and internet. Even in emails to whoever, I will just tell them that I do not have any access to internet and thats why i replied their mails slow, I can only check it on weekends, yes, thats at home! I cant live without a computer at work, I will just die immediately! no computer means I cant input all my datas, cant create forms for the operators to fill to protect their own butt (and mine of course), cant even do my reports!!

I just dislike some eople in my co who take people's help for granted. You want me to help you do something, I'm ok. But all i need was some reminder but you just refused? Giving me excuses like : oh, i wont be free.

Shit la, a sms wont take you more then 5 minutes unless you really cant understand english or cant even see properly. duhz..so selfish! Help you? I'll decide again, see if i realy do remember anot.

Alrighty, typed enough liao. haha, stupid me deleted some post off my blog without realising. haiz..Ta!!

New Job, New Beginning, New stress............... ~Lost and Confused~

Phew!! After days of job hunting, I finally got another job that requires me to do lab work! I've already left my previous co on tues and started this new job on wed. Tiring, no time to have a little break. Haiz..

But at least this job is what im kinda interested in. Lab! Doing QA/QC jobs. Though my jobscope does include R&D, I was also hoping to do it asap. I;ve been going through files, packing and finding stuffs. I dont know what Im finding, only taking interest in those documents that I would think is important to me. I'm the on QA/QC person here, just hope that they are looking into finding more people to help me, but i know that wouldnt be anytime soon. My boss told me that they will get people when I cant breathe anymore. Hahaha..Lets hope its soon then...

I'm happy, because I'm back to my jeans n t-shirt dressing. Heee...Hate wearing formal clothes, but then hor, I think I'm beginning to feel lazy about dressing up. Poor eyes of Sotong's, gotta bear with that for a while, erm.. maybe forever. LOL.. *pat pat Sotong's head*

Ok, Got to go back to work! Do what?? I dont know. Keep looking through the documents till i see something interesting. Ha!

Lately, I've been complaining ALOT. I really cant take it anymore!!

Friends all know about this: I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!

Damn! I'm soo going to resign soon! I expect to learn more from this job, but i cant. I wanna make use of my degree, i wanna use whatever knowledge I've gained from my studies and apply it into my work, but I cant do it here. And the worse part, I somehow feel tat no one is helping me in the office. They are great at playing Tai Qi, and as well as saying: HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW??

WTF!! If you work for so long and you dont know, then HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW, YOU BLARDY IDIOT?? Some people are such and idiot. I've to like settle almost everything! THEY KNOW NOTHING! Sigh..

Another best part, I kena from a customer whom I DIDNT DO THAT SALES, but because of the wrong printing of the expiry date on the carton box, he told me off. Well, at least he was nice enough to tell me what i shouldnt do, because he knows that im not the one selling to him. Haiz, i hate this job. So useless. I think I've think it over, I'm leaving this Co even i dont have a job.

I'm just so willing to get a lower paid job, just to gain experience. Pray hard..

Anyway, my lovely Sotong is back. Hee..so happy. Spend the whole of sat and sun with him. Miss him soo much.. Went to Toh Guan to shop for my divan set and i bought it! yeah! and guess the colour of it?? HAHA!!! WRONG!! its not pink..its red..hehe. Chilli Red =)

And a cupboard, i haven get it but am thinking of buying it. Its black. Dont care la, no one is going to bother how my home is also, mis match colours doesnt bother me at all. HA!

Ok, going to find a cosy place to continue day dream and think about what i want. Hee..Tata!!

~~Revamp~~

I wanna do something to my room. I wanna get a cupboard for clothes and a bed frame. Daddy has already brought my computer downstairs in the living room, now its time for me to go shop for my stuffs! Cant wait! I'm going to get rid of he bed-head and my current wardrobe, and put 2 new ones in there. I need one that is big enough so that i cant put all of my clothes in there, if there are empty spaces, I'll get more new clothes ;)

Nahz, Im not going to get pink stuffs, maybe white or black. But seriously, i dont really care if they match my room colour or each other, I'll just get what i like, who cares about matching colours anyway? No one's going to come in my room. Its not for show. Ha!

Tomorrow is going to be a GREAT day.Haha!! Boss is not around, he went for overseas trip till Friday and its going to be Xiu Hua's last day in the Co, sad =( She's the gal i'm taking over..From Tues, Im going to be all alone. haiz.. but anyway, tomorrow, we are going to have steamboat for lunch. hehe..cant wait!

Okies, off to shower.. I smell of oil, been deep frying stuffs. Yucks! Tata!!

~~Updates~~

This is my first post ever since i came back from Aust. Yes, Im back in SG already.hehe..

I'm very happy because i can get to see all my friends and also Sotong. Missed him so much, but sadly, he will be in US since Sun till next Sat. 2 weeks of not having him around. Missing him so much =( but thank God, I've still have friends around me that will accompany me. hehe..

I've too got a job, working as Technical Sales Executive in a cheese company, and its already my 2nd week. I'm lucky because I went for interview the next day(2/07/08) after i came back from Aust and was offered immediately. I wanted to start yesterday, but my boss was kinda impatient, so i had to bring it forward, so not much time to rest actually.

I've got my results yesterday too. Kinda happy with it. Got 1 Dist and 3 High Dist =)
I've now formally passed with a BSc on hand, but heck la, no one looks at results anyway..duhz..

Haiz..Im missing Melbourne, missing sotong.. =(

~~Time to say Goodbye~~

This is the last post Im going to blog from Melbourne. Leaving on the plane at 330pm later (1st july). Its so sad to leave this place, lots of memories although its only a short one year, its really and extraordinary, priceless experience (well, not really priceless la..lol) Time really flies, I still remember last year around this time, I'm still preparing to come over here, worrying if my Visa would be approved etc, and its also my last day at Setsco. ha!

Over here in Melbourne,I've made many friends from many countries, but usually would hang out with the usual few. I'm so glad that during this trip, I've not only had my wish come true, by studying in RMIT, but also know who are true friends who are willing to help me when Im in need or in doubt, I've known the best lecturer I've ever had in my entire study life, and most importantly, I've known God even better.

Im so happy that this route is planned for me, and it all happens for a reason. Melbourne is such a wonderful city and i do hope that I can stay here, but I also know its impossible. Hehe.. But well, Im also glad to be back in SG, hugging and cuddling with Sotong, meeting up with friends etc..

SG, here i come!!

~~ Sad~~

Just came back from diner at Papa Gino's at Lygon, together with Liz (my meat lecturer), Ella & Ben ( Her kids), Xinyi, Cher and Sam. We wanted to treat her just before we leave Melbourne.

She is the best lecturer i ever had. Someone who is willing to sacrifice her health, her sleep, her time just to listen to you. She makes sure you understands what she is teaching, ensures that her power point slides are interesting, willing to extend date lines for you if you have a valid reason, patient. But only thing, she is a real tough marker. haha..But im fine with that, because at least when she teaches, i understand deep deep. Love her to bits.

I teared when we left her just now, so hard to say goodbye to such a nice lecturer. I'm sooo gonna miss her alot. haiz..

~~ Its OVER~~

OMG! Its over! I've graduated from RMIT (i hope)!! I cant finish my paper today. Just aim for a credit for this paper la...

I've gained something, and lost something as well.. We'll see when time comes.

~~Last paper~~

Last paper tomorrow and I've graduated! YIPPEEEE.. Wow, there are loads of things i wanna do when i go back SG and i cant wait! Going to have wonderful steamboat tomorrow after my paper. hehe..

I will definitely miss Melbourne alot, especially the weather. Though i always complain cold cold cold, but then, its still slightly better then SG's weather. And life here is really nice and relaxing. If only i could get PR here. But too bad la, no chance.haha..

*daydreams*

~Bored~

Usual Sunday, went to Church in morning, then went to walk around with XY, and bought a top for interview. But cant find any bottoms, so gave up and went back home. I'm suppose to STUDY now but just feel tooo lazy. haiz...

My poor sotong have been sick since Wednesday. Sorry dear, cant be there to look after you..love you much!!

Having meat exams on Tues and a week from then, I'll be in my flight back to SG. YEAH!! Cant wait..hehe..

Ok, felt abit better liao, go back study le. Adios!

~~For Boyfriends~~

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

This is what i meant by Kou Bu Dui Xin..Girls, all like that..lol

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

I'm so lucky I've found mine =)

~~Arghhhhh~~

Its been over a month and still no interview. Im back to the "finding jobs" phase. Been applying for almost all those that i could apply, only a few got back to me. He asked if i could go down for interview this week but haiz..he then replied saying that he would be interviewing more people this and next week and only if he could not find anyone suitable, he will ask me down for interview.SAD!

Help me find a job please????

*Happy*

Yeahhhhhh!! so many things to be happy about..

1) I've finish my 2nd paper and having my 3rd paper already!
2) My contact lens are here (as in still on its way to my house la)..Went i go back Sg, i can use it liao!
3) Its only 14 more days am I AM BACK!!And i can hug Sotong liao =)
4) Heee.. and My Sotong made me happy because of something he said. Love him soo much =)

Ok, Want to go watch NCIS liao. Wooohooo..Byee

~~ I'm Studying~~

As if!!! Cant wait for my exams to be over and I'll be back in SG withing 20 days!!! Yippee!!

My head is now all about dairy, colour and GMP. Duhz...This friday is my first battle out of 4. The battle: SENSORY. Wish me luck everyone! haha..

Includes colour and all those ANOVA thingy. But damn heng, VERY LITTLE calculations. HATE maths to the core----> because im bad at it. HEEE...

Anyway, I've heard of the story about one of my peers, whom Hazel claimed that i know him, but i dont remeber. Anyway, He's from TP, ITAS (should be in the AS). He recently got ROM with another girl whom he dated for 5 yrs, since poly, and this girl is also from AS. I think she's from food science. Anyway, this girl recently got a job at Bread Talk doing QC, and claims she work 7 days a week due to her busy schedule. And because of that, she decided to cancel off her wedding, even though dinner restaurants all these haven been booked.

This poor guy is not in SG right now, but this girl decides to annul her marriage whether he agree or not. Yes, within a year of ROM, you can do that. BUT FOR FUCK?!!!?!? I dont know the real reason why she decides to do that, but the main thing is: FOR FUCK U AGREE TO HIS PROPOSAL IN THE FIRST PLACE??? duhz..

*phew* Ji Dong.. But i just cant stand such people la! ok, I dont blame her if the guy have some one else or something soo serious happened after the marriage that she cant take it. but if its not, CAN TALK DE LO! DUHZ..

ok, Shiok already. Go back to study le.Heee..

Have you heard of the starfish story?

As the old man walked the beach at dawn, he noticed a boy ahead of him picking up starfish and flinging them into the sea. Finally catching up with the boy, he asked why he was doing this. The answer was that the stranded starfish would die if left until the morning sun.

"But the beach goes on for miles and there are millions of starfish," said the old man. "How can your effort make any difference?"

The boy looked at the starfish in his hand and then threw it safely into the waves. "It makes a difference to this one," he said.

Meaningful ya? Mother Teresa said: " If you cant feed a hundred, then just feed one."

Just love quotes, its soo meaningful..

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Do you believe in dreams?

Haha..i dont! but the dream i had few nights ago is a true one. Not totally la.

I dreamt that I was back in SG, at home. Then my brother brought a girl back and announced: This is my girlfriend. She has long hair, her name starts with "M" and is someone my sister knows.

Wahaha.. I was talking to my mum today in the afternoon, and she told me that my brother have a gf, for about a month liao. She wanted to suprise me when i come back in july, but she forgot that my bro wont be in SG anymore. Haha.. Her name is Joanne, and her surname is Wong.. Well, at least if the "M" in my dream is inverted, it becomes "W" wahahah..close la..hehe.. Nope, my sis dont know her. I told my mum about my dream, and she kept laughing, i told her its brother and sister's telepathy. haha..

ok..enough of blogging, got to go back study liao. Gambate!!

~~Days of Exams~~

Been watching this show: 翻滾吧！蛋炒飯 (Rolling Love) lately on Crunchyroll. haha..cant study, so watched this show. I think its one of the latest? Not sure, its popular in CR, so try try la. yaya, Taiwan show again, its funny..heh heh..I love this guy from Fahrenheit (Fei Lun Hai), nono, not Wu Zhun (i duno y so many gals go crazy over him) but Wang Dong Cheng (Jiro)!! I love his acting ever since i saw Hana Kimi(Taiwan), the show with Wu Zhun and S.H.E's Ella.

Been sinfully online shopping these days. Not very into study.haha..and i bought 2 pairs of contact lens from LJ spree! Hiak hiak hiak.. 1 brown, 1 black. Natural ok liao, if nice, then might try wilder colours like grey, or even those with hearts, or stars pictures in it!! Wahahaha...I think that Sotong is NOT going to look into my eyes again if i get those.. Hehehe..Right, dear?? *Threatening look*

Well, the colour is not as Kua Zhang la, not VERY black or brown, i hope. hehe..


Was wondering if I should get this as well. Haha..looks like those shui wang wang (teary) types of eyes. Is the Brown or Grey nicer??? Comments please???

I cant wait to go back SG!! YEAH!! hehe..cant wait for my exams to be over as well..but have to start working liao. So sian. Been looking for jobs lately, send out a number of resumes, but no one contacted me =(

Actually, got 1. From an agency. He called my SG number. It took him a while to realise that I'm in Melbourne, not SG. I tried to tell him a few times, but i dont know why he didnt get it. Here's part of the Conversation:

He:" Ermm..the job you applied is in Woodlands and you staying in Tampines, you sure you are ok with it?"

Me:" Yea. why not? My previous jobs are in the west. And i guess, the industry i want to work in are all in the west, so im fine with it."

He: "Oh, i see... Then you have been working till June 2007, so what have you been doing till date?" (OBVIOUSLY he didnt read my resume!! -_-"")

Me: " I'm studying, I came over to Aust to further my studies"

He:" Oh, i see.. Study what? Advance Diploma?" ( DIAOZ....)

Me: " Erm, no? I'm taking my Bachelor in Food Science."

He: "Oh..ok.. So,if you were to get the job in this company, how would you get there?" (Do agents ask such questions??)

Me: "Erm.. i will take either bus or MRT, depends which is faster lo."

He: "oh! Bus is faster! You can take 168 from...blah blah blah... I used to stay in Tampines, and i thought bus is faster to Woodlands as the bus uses the expressway."

Me:" Oh, ok. Thanks you." (cant stop laughing man!)

He: "So how do i contact you since you are in Aust? Oh wait! you are in Aust!! and Im calling your SG mobile" (Wa piangz.. I want to hit my head on the wall)

Me:" Ermm, yea, i brought my SG number over here."

He:" Wa, okok, then better not talk so much, very expensive. So i will help you apply this job, and will contact you if there is any news. ok?"

Me: " Yup. Sure. Thank you. Bye.."

He: "Bye"

It was already 16 minutes worth of call lo!! Still say dont talk so much. Duhz..ok, shall not blame him, since he's helping me. haha..

Ok, time's up! Go study liao. hehe..update when i shopped for new stuffs again! haha..

~~ 1 Litre of Tears ~~

Just finished watching that series. So sad.. Its about a girl called Aya Kito, she wrote a diary about her life after she found out that she was suffering from Spinocerebellar ataxia when she was only 15 years old!! and so sadly, she only managed to live up to 25 years old. Its a true story... and a real sad one.. Kept crying man! Now i know why people say that its nice..Its really touching.. sigh..

~~ Shopping~~




$5 tops..hehe..


Belts for $3 each..


And finally, my favourite item of my stuffs! Metallic logo Havaianas!! Been looking for it but was already sold out last year, and now its BACK!! wahahaha.. LOVE IT!!

Next week is already the last week of the semester and exams, and back to SG! cant wait man.hehe.. Am now watching " 1 Litre of Tears". Its a true story and heard its quite sad. Only started..so..wait till i finish then i blog about it. hehe..

Help!Knock me unconscious!


Got to wake up at 3++ am tomorrow to get ready for my fish market visit!! *dead* We need to reach there by 5am and i cant get to sleep now! Iyo..Cham, tomorrow sure Zombie one..


I've just finished watching "Why Why Love", by Rainie Yang. Quite a nice show, but only for those who likes Taiwanese Idol Dramas.. Im not crazy over these stars la, just that i feel very relax watching these shows, because of their exaggerating facial expressions. I always love the part where the guy express his love to someone who dont like him. In almost every Taiwanese drama sure have. And sometimes, you can really laugh your head off *mine still intact of course*.


Oh ya, there's a new pedestrian bridge call Alexandra Arch right? I wanna go there man, seems like a nice place, especially at night!! Like very romantic sia... EH Fred!! you promised to bring me there one ah! heh heh.. Ok, want to talk to Sotong liao.heh heh..TATA!!

~~Biscuits~~


Hiak Hiak.. Coles having sale on snacks! wahaha..cant resist myself and bought some stuffs



My all time favourite, TIM TAM!! wahaha..Not sure if Tim Tam Crush is sold in SG, but i haven tried this Crush series. heh heh..But i have faith in Arnotts' biscuits! The Pods is super nice as well! Like the snickers one...but sold out so i bought Twix. Haven open it yet. haha..

The Xiao Xiong Biscuits is chestnut flavour..those who know me knows I actually love the roasted chestnuts sold in SG. YUMMY!! Haven open the biscuit also, so not sure if its nice.hehe..

Im going home in 46 Days!!!!!!!! Yippee!!! CAnt wait to touch down SG man, but I sure cant bear to leave Melbourne as well. So much fun over here..and so good friends i've made..haiz.. But i too cant wait to meet up with my friends in SG as well!!

PS Fred: the Bintan trip confirm liao ma?? I want to go lei...faster confirm hor....

Another 2 weeks of lessons, then im free of lessons for the rest of my life! No more being a full time student. My last chance already...Working life sucks man..But i think Exams sucks more..heh heh..

Got soooooooooo many things to do when i go back. Haha!! Missing the food already...and also my favourite Sotong..heh heh..

CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!! *happy*

HEHEHE!!! Im relaxing right now!!!!!!!!

Been through damn stressful weeks of torture, agony, frustration, late nights, long hours in school and stupid practicals. FINALLY i handed in my assignment and over with my TEST!! Pheww!!!!!!!!

Im so happy that i dont feel like doing anything today. I shall relax for a day and start anything tomorrow. Cant rest too long, getting a Just Pass is the result of sleeping early. !@#$%

Hiak hiak hiak..cant help but keep smiling. hehehe..

Thats the side effect of being too stress..

Just moments ago, a friend asked me in msn: "Does being too independent leads to selfish acts?"


Hmm...it made me wonder for a while.. I replied: " It depends on the person's thinking and brought up, i guess."

Well, to me, i think it really does depends on the person. Like my brother, he's super duper independent. So is my sis. Im not, for sure. But we do take care of each other, like asking each other how are things over in SG, France or Aust, buying things for each other on own accord.

Dont see i always say my sis this and that, deep down, i SERIOUSLY really do love her lots. She's my only sister i have, of course i love her la! Though i do complain alot when she do things to irritate me. hehehe..But dont have to doubt my love for her.

I also have friends who keep saying their siblings this and that, complain this and that, but of cuz, deep down, they do love them.

But there are also people who are independent and not bothering about people around them, especially if they are the only child, but of course, those with siblings also can be like that la. Like the world only revolves around themselves and no one else. They do things for themselves and think only for themselves. Thats selfish. Not sharing is selfish! Of course, not sharing everything you have like $$ and stuffs that are personal la. But if you are such a person that keeps things to yourself, scared that other people will know it and "rush" ahead of you in whatever ways, then its a major major weakness of yours. I wont deny that im sometimes like this. Who isnt?

But i also do wonder how come there are such people in this world, especially thinking that they live on this world alone. They wont be here w/o their parents, they wont be happy w/o friends around them. They wont even survive w/o the help of friends.

They might think that its based on their own capability which brought them till this far, but think about it, if in school, no friends, does it means that you have to childhood memories? When you go out, you might enjoy the feeling of being free, but how long can this last for you, especially when you see groups of people around you having fun as a group. When you work, if you dont have colleagues who helped you when you are in doubt, or console you when you are feeling down but still have to drag yourself to work?Its the people around you that make you like you are today, not you alone. So the world doesnt only revolve around you. If you think it does, then thats selfish. Especially if you dont appreciate what people around you have done for you.

But i do have friends, who are "betrayed" by friends, and from then on, they dont turst people as easily. Therefore, they really become independent. But its a totally different case la, that one is like once bitten, twice shy, got that "shaodow" behind them. They will overcome it for sure, just that it takes time.

Any conclusion? Hmm..it still depends on the person's up-brining and thoughts.

Bitch!!

Please tell me how irritating can a girl get when she quarrels with her bf in public, enclosed area, like the restaurant i work at? And then people around them was like looking at her and the all the bf did was to smile awkwardly to clam the girl down but that gal keep blabbering away.

Thats not all, this BITCH actually throw her temper at me! I was serving them their tea and happen to be that their food came quite some time ago, but no cutlery. Then this BITCH told me in a VERY RUDE tone: " Excuse me?! can i have my cutlery? I dont think Im getting any service over here." I just refilled her cup of tea while she was saying that, and i just say "ok "and left the table. I didnt even look at her. Just one glance and turned away.

She's mad!!

Anyway, this is my cupboard full of snacks! hahaa..the bottom shelf is mine!



Bought this Jap curry since it was on offer


And its nice! hahaah..

Anyway, the picture looks like some one puked in it.haha..but actually, I ate it liao then took the picture.hahaha...Should try!

Being a lover of Salt and Vinegar chips, this caught my eye.. Its sea salt and balsamic vinegar. Its was on offer ($1.99) too, so i bought it and tried.

So YUMMY!!!!!!!!!! Its really sour but not much of the balsamic vinegar taste though. But its ok, i love it because its sour enough for chips!! yummy!!

They even have special flavours like sweet and sour pork ribs, another is some beef flavour with onion. hehe..wait till i finish this, i'll buy the others to try. Will buy some for Sotong too, as i know he loves trying new stuffs =)

If SG have it, if you love sourness, buy it and try! Fantastic!

梁静茹-会呼吸的痛


在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

Been really in love with this song. Cant help but listening over and over again. Sad lyrics. But im not sad la!

I wanted to do something i shouldnt do today, very tempted to, my fingers almost reached for it, but i refrained myself. Hard choice.. Didnt do it anyway..hahahaha

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Was just reading and browsing through some blogs. I just dont understand how come some people can actually be so full of themselves. Being confident is really good, but not over-confident. People saying they cant stand losers, ugly people etc.. and claim that God loves them. I was like DUHZ...Please... If you really believe in God, you wouldnt have even thought this way. Maybe i should ask this question: What type of God or religion teaches you to think this way? Crazy..

So happen that i went to church today, and the Pastor was saying about the things that God wants us to do, and the most repeated word is "Love". Shouldnt one love one another? Easy to say, hard to do, but not loving someone doesnt mean hating that someone. And the best part is that some people hate people whom they dont know, just because they look ugly? Crazy. That person isnt pretty in the first place, so I think everyone else is much prettier than her in whatever ways.

Her eyes just shouldnt be on her face.., should be way above her head, making her looking alien so that she knows that she's not fantastic at all. Being vain is not the equals to pretty. If you are pretty, you dont even have to be vain. I bet she look terrible w/o her make-up on. *pui

Dont be mistaken. I was not her target, and this is not a post only directed to her, but to all of those who think that they are sooooooo much better then losers when they over-looked the fact that they themselves are one. Because it takes one to recognise the other.

Easter week!!

Enjoy the chocolate pictures below!! I really cant bear to eat those...

Easter Chocolates as present to Chom Chom's boss.


Ferro Roche with 3 different types! I like the Silver one. Its call Ferro Garden. Its white chocolate with coconut. I dont really eat coconut stuffs, but this one is nice..


Easter Rose from a stranger who came into Chom2 to sell rose and since nobody wants to buy, he gave me 1.Pretty small though.

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Easter Chocolates from Koko Black





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Easter Chocolates from Darrel Lea..

Terrible, its been so hot these days!! Temperature all above 30 deg cel. Madness. Been perspiring even after bathing. Crazy..feel so hot..shouldnt autumn be cooling?

Going to work later. Its going to be a long day today. I think next time, i shall just put half day, i dont want to work full liao. Too tiring and boring la.

Feel so sleepy still. haiz..i think i go bathe liao. cant take it anymore!! HOT!!

Something that accompanies me throughout the whole of last semester.. and of course, the cause of me growing horizontally..


Its damn cheap over here, and its nice =)

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Something interesting that i've never seen or heard before till my colleague gave me 1.

A super mini Kiwi!!
Real name: Kiwiberry.
Its like the size of a globe grape and here's how it looks like when being cut into halves.

Exactly like kiwi right?? Its taste and looks exactly like a kiwi, just that its not "hairy".

Just came back from Lygon St. Went out to have some gelato as it was Jia Wei's birthday today. It's such a small world that even Heiki knows Jia Wei as they are secondary school mates. And me? I knew him when Im here, through my housemate.

Anyway, here's my gelato =)


Its forest berries flavour. It does taste abit sour but i like it..hehe..Suppose to go to the stall call Freddo, that sells Durian flavoured Gelato, Its soooooo nice but too bad, sold out for the day..and i even saw my primary school friend over there. hahaha.. So went to this Gelatissimo instead...

I want the durian gelato..............

There's sale at Melbourne Central today! From 1800-2100hrs.

The sales here are kinda weird, they have certain timing and only after that time, you can buy that particular thing at a discounted price.

Went to Ozmosis today and they have 15% store wide! And i bought this:


My Pink Havaianas Thongs! Usual price is $19.95 and i bought this for $16.95 after discount.
heh heh. The one I wanted dont have my size so bought this instead. In SG, this normal Tops series cost SGD$29.95. Here sells it cheaper!! hehehe.. If i happen to find the one i like, I'm sooooo gonna get it. hahaha..I love it because its comfy and non- slippery! Unless you step on oil i guess..

Lately, I've been drinking this:

Its those smoothie and its every where lo! I like it lei, because its so fruity and yummy. A kid's size cup cost $3.70 and its more than enough for me. I wonder how come the kids here so li hai. Can drink so much?

Anyway, they have it in VIVO city but im not sure about the cost...

Show you our new micro lab, but its just the computers:


So style right?? The CPU and monitors are like on the stand, and the key board is those flat one lo! But i know that key board is cheap. EAch bench have a monitor, all connected to a main computer for the lectures, and when the lecturers have a new message for the class, they will key into the computer and all infomation will be shown. And its a MICRO lab lo!! wa liao.. They also have a super super large LCD monitor on the walls lo. Dont know how many inches that type. Kaoz..

All the labs are new, and at least we still can use it for a semester. Hahaha..

School starts today for me!! Yippee!! So happy =)

Not that I love school or anything, but i just feel that schooling time are thebest time to enjoy, and after this graduation, I'm going to working for almost half of my life before retirement age. So I'll just enjoy at the present moment =)

And another thing, I've started to work over here. It was quite good, the pay was so-so but the people there are fun! Its just a part time job, and everythings works like how it was in Sushi Tei. Yup, me being a waitress, again.

Plans are made all the way till Sunday, haha..

Today after school, going to Melb central as there are sales from 6-9pm. Need to find a present for Felicia's birthday.

Tomorrow and Friday: School all the way, whole day

Sat: Going to Crown, Waterfront for lunch. On Felicia. Its her 21st birthday celebration! Gosh, 21...that's like 4 years ago when i had my chalet.. Shit, time flies. Mid 20s le!

Sun: Working from 12-3pm.

I told my colleagues, if you all dont want to work, let me take over your shift if i can.I want to work. Haa.. You earn here, you spend here, much more worth it. If you change the $ back to SGD, confirm "lugi".

Actually, we do save quite abit from this work, as in, we dont have to pay for a meal as its provided.And the portion is sooooooooo BIG that if you can finish it, it would be a 2 meals course, of course the timing is taken into consideration la!

Gotta prepare for school now. Gosh, its only 6+ am in SG. how come i cant auto wake up this timing in SG ah? Oh, maybe because the sky is still dark..hahaha..

Outside Essendon DFO:

Lijie, Felicia and MUA..heh heh
Can tell the wind is so strong right?Just look at out hair!


Behind us is the airplane track.. (Is there a name for that??)

Spotlight i was talking about in my previous entry..

They have lots of costumes and party props!! Being eager to try them on, I.....did....

Presenting different faces of ISA.... *drum rolls*


Pirated Cow-girl ISA

Can Can Cow-girl ISA

Sweet princess ISA....nono, its QUEEN ISA!! Muahahaa

Pirated knight ISA

Can Can Family =)

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Outside my place "balcony". Its the city behind me..

Tried my best to take this shot using my HP panorama shot. Its what i see from my place. Beautiful city with super nice view.Love it here..hehe