Am still sad today, times past so slowly when you are sad. So many things had happened within such a short 6 months period. "stagant", "bored" is the word he used. Too soon for these terms to be used now, i know 6 months is not short, but neither is it long? The only conclusion i have is that he's just not used to having a girlfriend by his side or mayb he doenst want to continue from here..

Girls just want to be "hong", wants to be pampered with love and concerned every now and then, we want to hear words and questions of concern some times. But, some guys find it a challenge to their ego, some find it not neccessary,some just dont bother at all. i really dont know which category he belonged to, but i know that all of the above, the result is the same. It will cause the same sadness as time goes by.

Must you be together if you really love a person? Is it a blessing if we started off as friends and end up as friends?

Being in a relationship, being with different partners make you learn and grow, they make you treasure what you love, make you realise what you really want in a partner, and also make you realised that when you really love a person, you will want to change for them, suit into their life style so that you can do anything together. but privacy is what he wants.

He wants quietness, but he knew from the start that im talkative by nature. He knew almost everything about me from the start because i tell. But he doesnt. that's what prevented me from entering his heart, his mind. i dont know what he wants, what he's thinking. yet, he expects me to understand him. i really dont know how to do it. Im not God..

Im really tired now.I tired of being the active one and he being the passive. my limit is almost up. The future for us is suddenly blurred.

i hope things will work out during this "new chance"....
if there is one.

Hehe.. Today's Fabian's one month old! Going to his baby shower later..so excited..

Yesterday, Fred, Qi, Justin and I was suppose to go cycling then klunch, but i was too tired so ended up we went Klunch only. Fred couldnt make it but Hui and Francis joined us. THe Kbox in marine parade SUX!!

First: the room sucks..so small so stuffy..
Second: We booked the room for 6 people, but ended only 5 turned up and they dont allow us to cancel it? What rubbish right? we told them off and heh heh..we got what we wanted. 5 pax price!

Then we sent to PS to take Francis' phone, walked to parklane to play pool but ended up in Mind's cafe instead. Haa...Board games again!! yea~

WEnt to Hui's place to play with Fabian. Abit stupid right, today will see him but stil go there last night. But at least we get to play with her kid and i carried him!!! haaa... Its the first time..got phobia la but i thk i gotten over it liao.. haa..feel like carrying him again.. he's jus sooo cute!!

cant wait to see him later =>

Bought this t-shirt at John little sale today..heh heh..

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At HK cafe, Cineleisure
(070407)
Just before watching the movie Number 23

Sweet sweet..heh heh..

Heiki and Fred

Strawberry ice mountain with alot of atap seeds! *drools*

Ice HK milk tea.. so like olden days hor?

KTV after movie!! Much much fun!!

More pics and blog stories at Heiki's blog..
heh heh..lazy to type again.. =P

IM FREAKING PISSED!!!

Snapshots..

Sushi Tei
(020407)


Haa...cant see Yu Hao's face properly =P


GP's Wedding
(April's fool 07)



Me after dressing up

Sotong's going with me for sure!

Me and Heiki

That's Mag..GP's younger sis..

Sotong and me..

My Table's turn for phototaking..

The dinner went well that night, i dont feel unhappy or upset over GP at all. Come on, its all over. In fact, i felt much muhc happier without him.

That day, Heiki picked me and Justin up to go to Harbourfront Centre, the dinner was held at Dragon Gate Restaurant. WEnt in there, Its was so empty. It was 7 already. and i saw his father, he sort of took a while to recognise its me.. He brought us to GP who merely shaked our hands when we congrats him and told us where we were seated. Duh..He didnt even shake Justin's hand lo! So fake lei he.

I went in there are saw Mag's husband whos suppose to be the photographer for that day. He lead me to Mag and her mum. THey were in the private room eating, i went in and they also took a while to recognise me.ITs been a long time since i saw them also la. Mag came up to me and hugged me and told me she misses me alot. Her mum too hugged me. Haiz...

Mag brought us to our table and sat down telling us stories about how she felt about her Da sao..how much she dislike her and what she did to make her so pissed. Even Mag's hubby wasnt very happy with the couple. It seems that GP had changed so much.. even the sis who respected him so much had started to dislike him, cause of the gal. I told her that i suddenly felt so fortunate that im not the one walking along the aisle with her brother..

Saw alot of familiar faces that night, they saw me too but we just didnt talk. Its all his relatives and cousins. His mum didnt really smile at all throughout the wedding, maybe partly she was sick.His father kept pulling me to talk to his mum, trying hard to get us go into any conversation like her recent operation (of course its some thing i dont know at all)

After the dinner, we didnt shake his hands, not the wife's either.. I went up to his father and shaked his hands, telling him that im leaving. Seeing his mum was busy talking to her relatives, i wanted to turn and leave without informing her..but his father actually pulled me back and callling his mum. I told her to take care of herself and she hugged me..

Well, im happy that his relatives and friends still recognise me..and i felt that im still much prefer by them. Ha....Thats the reason why i felt happy and its obviously not happy for them lo!
haa...jian right? Thats girls! *Winks*




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Only with Sotong...













The sun's too bright!

Outside Vivo..





On our way to The Central...





This Robot dances! cute..





Outside The Central





Look at the colourful buildings!.. and the sky..





Photo of US!





History of Singapore..what boat is it call ah?





Nice nice colours..

These chairs look like eggs..





The bridge is call Read Bridge? haa..dont know la..





Thats my sotong..

Awwww.....





On da bridge..

Look at the sky? So dark and yet didnt even rain?!

Nice colours right?

Look at this shop! i love the concept..

The toys are made of wood..cute rite? ITs a band..

Cute little rabbits..

I love Tortise!!! some look like snails though..

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THe Clinic..its a pub..cool eh?

Chair are just like those beds in hospitals

Its an operating theather..Guess what they put behind those metal doors?? Wines!!! Idea right?

Kandi Bar..

I like the chairs.. looks kinda retro to me..heee

Free Advertising for them ;>

i thought the name is cute..haa..

At the building with alot of colourful windows..dont know what's the name..

At Fort Canning Park..Scary at night lei..


See? scary anot..

Raffles Terrace