I just dont understand why must people assume stuffs when they can confirm? Drop a message on msn or an sms wont kill isnt it? Is confirmation so difficult to be done? It doesnt even need a minute to type a message and press "enter" on your keyboard. Why couldnt this thing come across your mind? I really dont understand what you are thinking.

Pissed.

I'm so tired. Blame my da yi ma. Its making my legs feel so soft, my back feels aching and cant sit for long, my mood tends to be slightly bad. Anything i say or do during this period, is usually bu gan yuan. So if i happen to do or say something wrong or with an attitude, is either i dont like you, or that its time. I just tend to get a little moody. Poor sotong has to take all my nonsense during this time of the month. =X

Got a meeting later at 1230. So sick of meetings and stuffs. Im like so strssed over QA that i dreamt last night i was quarrelling with my group mate regarding emails, which is actually fact, i STILL do not recieve her emails as she keep sending the emails to the wrong address! But its only a dream. I wont quarrel over such stupid stuffs. heh heh...

Gotta prepare for school! Sian..

Its TUESDAY!!! So fast a day has passed. Great weather today, about 19deg now. No more thermal wear! haaa... I'm soo used to seeing myself in long pants aand jacket, i totally feel weird when i just wear a tshirt out. Its like so not used to it. Even when sleeping, i wear socks. But if i forgot to wear, i will feel uncomfortable when the blanket touches my feet. I will then get up and wear it before i go to bed again.

I cant wait to wear my skirts!! It've been 3 months ever since i wore my favourite skirt. I dont wanna get leggings, i just feel that it wont help much in keeping me warm enough during winter. But since winter is almost over and here comes spring, i can totally forget about buying leggings for now. Will wait till the next winter and i shall decide.

Got to prepare for school now. The test yesterday was ok. Can pass for sure. Good grades? im not sure. haa..

Yeahhhhh.......... Its monday!! Its going to be another week!! yippee!!

Time flies! i've been here for 2 months plus already, and its coming to my third month. Im soo happy!

Got a test later. Thank God that the Friday test was cancelled, if not i've got to study again. I'm suppose to wake up early to study, but now, my butt seems to stucked to the bed. Too lazy and irritated when i touch my notes.Haiz.

Such a bright morning now. So nice, the max temp is going to be 25deg!! But its stil cold now. haa..

Anyway, Good Luck to my test!!

Gosh! Im sooooooooooo boooooooooored!

I hate studying for test! Got a test coming up tomorrow. Guess what? Its HACCP! I really not sure on what to study for that. Yes, study notes,but its so dry dry dry.. How to memorise such??

I'm tired. always tired this days. I wish i'm back home in SG now, lying on my bed with my chou chou pillow, chatting with sotong.. I miss those days and i hope it comes real soon!!

I miss my seal in his house. The seal he bought for me. Miss the smell. Haa..but his mum washed it so i think the smell's gone..Its the smell i love, a combination of his and my smell.Haa.. Its stinks his room i guess. =P

I miss Sotong!! =(

Wow! Today's weather is great! its 22.2 deg now. The wind was strong but wasnt cold at all. Isnt it great to have such weather throughout the whole world? Especially in SG, if the weather is always as cooling, i bet no one will complain about the weather at all. Its going to be spring in september. Cant wait for Spring! I wanna experience all the 4 seasons over here. And of course take photo at the same place and compare! heh heh..

So bright and sunny now =)

At this point of time, part of me wants to go back home, the other part of me wants to stay. I'm beginning to like it here alot. Its just so peaceful, fun, slow paced, relaxed. Totally not like in SG, EVerything seems so rushed, time seem to pass so fast but its not those quality time. I'm going to enjoy the best of my 1 year over here and bring back to SG all my beautiful memories.

The reason for me to want to go back home is that Sotong's there, if he's here, i would definately want to stay! Cant wait for Sotong to come over next june. heee...

I'm feeling sooooooooo goooooooood! The weather today is perfect! Its 21 deg now! There's sun and the wind isnt cold! Finally i could wear my Papilo Sandals out for a walk.. Its been some
time since i saw myself in sandals. I miss my feet..

My sweetest Sotong bought me a bag that i really really like!! ITs from Country Road and its BIG. Love him to bits! I chose it myself of course, but he's just sooo sweeet to pay it for me. Thanks dear!! *muacks*

Addiction!!

Facebook is a real addiction! Cant believe that the "friendster-alike" craze is back! Haa..I'm so hooked to it! Whenever i do assigments, i will keep my facebook window open. Whenever a new email notification pop up, i will check my profile and see what people've sent me or done to me. Ha.. Its soooo fun!

I think I've gotten alot of people hooked to it also. Haaa... Thanks to my church friend, Jeremy, who got me into such things. Now i got to multi-task.. Heh heh..

HELP!!! there's so many things to do this days!! everything seems to come together all at the same time. Gosh, maybe i've took too many breaks last few weeks, and its really time to work. Time management is soooooooo important in uni life that if you dont have it, you will fail.

Initially when Sue and S.Huiqi told me that i've have loads of time to study and stuffs, i agreed with them, because i've so many "off" days, no classes and stuffs, but i dont think so now. More things have started to come, more assigments, due dates for projects seem to get closer and closer, my "off days" are not enough!! Everything here needs to be RESEARCHED! Duhz, with my internet speed going this way, i think i can die of pek-chek-ness!

Also good, can train my patience level here. ENDURE!!!!!!!!!

Im so proud of myself!! because i've washed the toilet! haaa.. yaya, i know its common but its the first time i've done it in my life and i do feel a sense of accomplishment! Hee..

Anyway, just to update, last sat (18/08/07), i went to Mount Buller!! Finally i got to touch and see snow, and i've made my first snow man!!! Yeahz!! Too bad it didnt snow that day, if not, my "mission" would be complete!! But never mind, i just hope that next year, when sotong is here, i would bring him there and i do hope that it do snow! heh heh..

The senery over at Mt Buller was fantastic! Its like a fairy tale, and that i've entered wonderland.. Every where was so nice,covered with snow, the whole view at first glance was white. Snow beneath you, and far away. It was really really great, the trip was worth it! Walking on snow is really a challenge if you dont have the correct shoes. I dont. Was wearing track shoes and yet, it is so slippery. You cant even run on snow.

It was a great experience i should say! I wanna go again!!!

Alot of people around me are now coping with the hurt and sadness from their relationship. I really hope that they will get out of this misery soon. I dont like seeing my friends in such state, it hurts me, regardless of who. whether its people i dont like or people who are close to me. I just some how feel that because, sometimes, im not physically there for them, i cant do much. I some how can feel the hurt and their sadness, though i dont really know what happened.

When i see or hear them like this, i just think back of my pass relationship. Though i dont really feel as sad, but i do know how tough it is to climb out of past and happy times. Time heals, and it really does.

There's always someone meant for someone,i believe. It just takes time and opportunity. I really wish i can be there for you all and to give a big hug.

I need a break!! Its 2 plus in the morning and im here, typing my blog because i need a break!! I dont want to continue doing my QA until i type finish this. Im just sick and tired of looking at the templates and trying to squeeze my brain juice out to think of what i should put in there.

I dont have classes in the morning, practical starts at 130 tomorrow. I'm not sure if i can wake up but i do hope i can. Its so cold tonight, its only 7 degrees now, and for the whole week, the minimum is 5 degrees. The weather is turning really cold again. What's up with the weather here?? In SG, its like so hot, and people pray for a rainy and windy night to have a better sleep, over here, i pray for sun!! No thanks for rain and wind.

Im tired and hungry, but i cant sleep! Got to finish at least half of it before i can sleep. I think i need to find tooth picks to keep my eyes open..

Things learnt from church today that could be put into practise:

Selfishness destroys relationship

What causes fights and quarrels? Don't forget they come from your desires that battle within you? You want something but you don't get it. (James 4:1-2)

Selfishness only causes trouble. (Pr 28:25)

Selflessness builds them

Look out one another's interest, not just for your own. (Phil 2:4)

Pride destroys relationship

Pride leads to arguments. (Pr 13:10)

Pride will destroy a person: a proud attitude leads to ruin. (Pr 16:18)

First pride, then crash- the bigger the ego, the harder the fall.

Humility builds them

Live in harmony, be sympathetic, love each other, have compassion, and be humble (1 Peter 3:8)

Let the Spirit change your way of thinking and make you into a new person. (Eph 4:23-24)

Insecurity destroys relationship

The fear of human opinion disables (Pr 29:25)

Love builds them

Love has no fear because perfect love expels all fear. If we are afraid... it shows that his love has not been perfected in us. (1John 4:18)

Resentment destroy relationship

To worry yourself to death with resentment is a foolish, senseless thing to do. (Job 5:2)

Look after each other.. Watch out that no bitterness takes root among you, for as it springs up it causes deep trouble, hurting many in their spiritual lives. (Heb. 12:15)

Forgiveness builds them

You must make allowance for each other's fault and forgive the person who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others. (Col 3:13)

Well, i thought its quite meanful so i've decided to share. In here, relationship doesnt only mean boy-girl relationship, it means relationship with friends, family and even your enemies.

I just like going to church, it always make me feel refresh after each session, regardless its cell group or the normal sunday service. I just feel good. =)

Last night, we had a feast!! Our cell group organised a pot luck for some one's birthday, but sadly, she didnt turn up as she was sick. We all sang her a birthday song through the phone. Haa..

There's ALOT of food, and of course, we didnt turn up empty handed, we made fruit salad. Yea, i know its easy to do, but at least we did put in some effort ma... Some one brought Krispy Kreme doughnuts!! YUMMY!! love it to bits! A girl did the oreo cheesecake which was FABULOUS! It taste soo nice and its definately comparable to those sold in the market!!

Had a wondeful night yesterday. Had great food, and great people around me. We got to know a few more people last night, there's a Korean girl, who's 28 this year, came over to Melbourne to study English and her family members are all over the world. She's really nice. We have another Korean in our cell group as well, so most of the verse from the Bible was translated to Korean by the other Korean girl. It somehow feels different when we hear them speaking Korean in front of you and what you hear from the TV. It just feel so nice.. OK, im crazy..

Sotong has his own blog!!! Yeah! At least thats what i told him to do when he feels bored, sad or happy, he can all type in down. Heee...Not going to put his link up in my webbie, gonna save it in my favourites only. Heh heh =P

Happy National Day, Singapore!!!

Im in Melbourne doesnt mean that i can celebrate National Day here hor! Our school's Singapore Student Association (SSA) has organised a buffet plus able to view NDP live! From internet..heh heh.. Better then nothing right?

Its not like in SG i wil celebrate National Day, i will celebrate it because its a holiday, thats all. But over here, is more to the fun, and getting to know more people or having fun with other Singaporeans! We also quite onz, wearing red and white for the celebration. Haa.. I dont have a red jacket or white, so i'll just wear a white t-shirt and a red scarf. Its just for the sake of fun! haaa..Madness..

Got to know a girl today, her name is Jai hui, She's so young, born in 1987. Haa..i feel so old!! She's just graduated from SP this year, and is now in her 2nd year. Our lecturer knows her and wants to introduce us to her, because she seems lost. (thats what my lecturer claims, but we dont think so. haaa..maybe cause she's been here for a while and got to know a few friends already.)

Getting prepared for NDP! Yeah! Actually, what really intrerest us is the Nasi Lemak picture they send to us, Haa..its a buffet and its only $4.20.. We'll see how the usual Singaporeans behave later on. heh heh..

Did i mention before that my mouse spoilt? It's now awoken from the dead!! *happy*

But another sickening thing. I cant pay my rent online. Need to go to the bank tomorrow, and also go to post office to pay. Sian.. I need to go school to settle my school fees. Why must all these things happen to me at the same time? At the time when im here??!!

Duhz

So many things to do, got to take a break by blogging my complains!! Nothing much to complain actually. I just feel that life in uni is quite different from poly. The work load is definately much more, and the part which im not use to it yet is that everything you ask, u will be questioned back by them saying: "Im the one who should be asking you this". Duhz..

Its like we need to do alot of research before doing our practicals. They wont tell you why this is like that or why we can only do this and not that. Everything here is Find-Out-Yourself. Very very hands on, you really got to think and troubleshoot yourself. Sometimes i feel that the lecturers here are really having a good life, they can relax and just shoot you back the questions:" you can find that out and tell me."

When you ask questions, you need to prepare solutions. Thats when they will answer you, telling you which one is right or wrong. If wait for them to provide you answer, i think you can save your breath.

Its good in a way as you learn alot, but sometimes, you are so desperate for an answer and yet such treatment. It can be really irritating at times. Got to get use to it. Now I understand why the lecturers in SP say that RMIT is really a good course for Food Science. haaa.. Super hands on.

The practicals here all train us to think. And is really think in depth. No practical manual given to you like in poly, telling you what to do next, step by step. Here, is think and research. The lecturers kept repeating themselves, saying: "you are train to think, not to be a lab tech." But i like being a lab tech.. im studying just to get a higher pay, no interest in climbing up the ladder.. i just love lab jobs.

So sad, didnt go up all the way to Lake Mountain today. Because we didnt know that we need to rent the car chains. so, it was kinda dangerous for us to go up also. But at least we did see some snow. Those one the trees and barks looks like a log cake with lots of icing sugar. Just that its a bigger version. heee

Went to Wild Life zoo also. Saw koala bear!! sooo cute! i wish i can hug it but cant la. Its sleeping on the tree. Hugging it to sleep but i managed to take a cute photo when it woke up.Heee..Love it to bits!

Its really a disappointment today, but i still have another chance to go up mountains to see snow! I've got months for me to explore. heh heh

Had a great and fabulous dinner!Well, its not very fanstastic la..but ok la..heeee..im enjoying it at least!

Cher cooked western. she cooked fish fingers,omelette and fries. We added coleslaw, baked beans and the left over fried rice. Fantastic! It taste super yummy..Dont know if its because we are too hungry or what, it just taste great. heh heh..

Classes today are boring..went home during the 2 hours break and had nothing to do. NOt really nothing to do, got home work la, but im just lazy to do.Heee..

Went to school really early this morning just to meet up with my facilator for my science project. He's couldnt make it at 830, so we waited for him till about 9. Discuss about what we need to do and stuffs. Its a pair work, and we got to choose out own topic.

Anyone have a topic to recommend?? Anything related with food science is fine.i desperately need ideas..HELP!!

Anyway,We have tutorial at 9 lo! But at least Liz was realy nice, she said she understand and didnt mark us late.She's the best lecturer ever!I love her lessons because she makes it really interesting. She teaches product development by the way.

Feel so sleepy after dinner,better do something to wake myself up..

I guess as much, i just couldnt wake up for jogging, they all went ahead. I will try to sleep earlier next time.

Went to school today to see my 3rd batch of gummy/jelly. It was nicely formed, texture is too sticky. Not what we wanted..Brought it home and realised that it sticks together even with the moulding starch. Sad case, got to try another batch during the next practical.

Went out with Joshua today, went around looking for a tie as he have a ball tomorrow. Had lunch at a restraunt call Dessert House. Had pineapple fried rice with chicken. Nah..not very nice, big portion and i had to ta pau back. We walked around in Mel Central and found his tie, which i though it was quite expensive.

Then we went to flinders station, there's a information centre for tourist, where there are alot of maps, and places of attraction brochures. Took alot home, so i could plan the trip when sotong is here. Ya, i know its a long time when he's going to come, but its better to plan early right? =P

Went to alot of places, and we talked alot. About everything. He told me about his course, which gave me the impression that all he has to do during his course is to go for camps, learn alot of outdoor stuffs. Until when he told me he got lecture, i gave him a shocked look. Haa.It just didnt come cross my mind that he had to study notes. haa..

Had dinner at an Indian restaurant, which is also not very nice, Had chicken vindaloo which is suppose to be really hot and spicy. Sadly its not. Had naan too. Quite nice. Big portion, so ta pau back home again. Haa... have 2 meals settled for tomorrow. hee...

He send me home, and ya, just came home. Legs are too tired to walk around anymore. walked alot today. From my place to South Yarra is a distance hor.. usually is take tram to there de, today is walk. so i think it can cover the jog i missed this morning. Heh heh..