Beary Angelic World of moi~

Human are weird creatures. They will complain about anything and everything. Just like me, I've finished my lessons, but it seems that after work, there's nothing for me to look forward to anymore. I used to dread going for classes, but at the same time feel happy cause i could see my classmates. But now, totally nothing to do. Going out also dont know go where.

For now till the week after new year, i would need to do OT every single day. Ya la, working ot is what i planned to do, but doing it every single day is abit out of hand right? Got no choice for that, cause Im taking over my colleagues duties as he's going back to malaysia.Sianz

I'm thinking about alot of things since yesterday, i felt tired and sian. Sometimes, i really wonder if its me that is expecting too much or that is that really a problem. Haiz.. Being together is of course happy, but not these few days. I dont feel as happy anymore. I really dont know whats wrong and i'm starting to think if the whole problems lies in me. part of me feel like getting out of it, part of me dont.

Interests are common but character is the main problem. Excuses are lined up and ready to be picked and chosen whenever there's a need. ITs true that some one who is really good might not be some one who suits you. It really depends on the chemistry and if both characters could get along. I'm not sure myself, but i do feel myself now wanting to go out, not enthu to meet. Being active towards someone passive could tire you out one day.

I'm tired