New Job, New Beginning, New stress............... ~Lost and Confused~

Phew!! After days of job hunting, I finally got another job that requires me to do lab work! I've already left my previous co on tues and started this new job on wed. Tiring, no time to have a little break. Haiz..

But at least this job is what im kinda interested in. Lab! Doing QA/QC jobs. Though my jobscope does include R&D, I was also hoping to do it asap. I;ve been going through files, packing and finding stuffs. I dont know what Im finding, only taking interest in those documents that I would think is important to me. I'm the on QA/QC person here, just hope that they are looking into finding more people to help me, but i know that wouldnt be anytime soon. My boss told me that they will get people when I cant breathe anymore. Hahaha..Lets hope its soon then...

I'm happy, because I'm back to my jeans n t-shirt dressing. Heee...Hate wearing formal clothes, but then hor, I think I'm beginning to feel lazy about dressing up. Poor eyes of Sotong's, gotta bear with that for a while, erm.. maybe forever. LOL.. *pat pat Sotong's head*

Ok, Got to go back to work! Do what?? I dont know. Keep looking through the documents till i see something interesting. Ha!

Lately, I've been complaining ALOT. I really cant take it anymore!!

Friends all know about this: I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!

Damn! I'm soo going to resign soon! I expect to learn more from this job, but i cant. I wanna make use of my degree, i wanna use whatever knowledge I've gained from my studies and apply it into my work, but I cant do it here. And the worse part, I somehow feel tat no one is helping me in the office. They are great at playing Tai Qi, and as well as saying: HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW??

WTF!! If you work for so long and you dont know, then HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW, YOU BLARDY IDIOT?? Some people are such and idiot. I've to like settle almost everything! THEY KNOW NOTHING! Sigh..

Another best part, I kena from a customer whom I DIDNT DO THAT SALES, but because of the wrong printing of the expiry date on the carton box, he told me off. Well, at least he was nice enough to tell me what i shouldnt do, because he knows that im not the one selling to him. Haiz, i hate this job. So useless. I think I've think it over, I'm leaving this Co even i dont have a job.

I'm just so willing to get a lower paid job, just to gain experience. Pray hard..

Anyway, my lovely Sotong is back. Hee..so happy. Spend the whole of sat and sun with him. Miss him soo much.. Went to Toh Guan to shop for my divan set and i bought it! yeah! and guess the colour of it?? HAHA!!! WRONG!! its not pink..its red..hehe. Chilli Red =)

And a cupboard, i haven get it but am thinking of buying it. Its black. Dont care la, no one is going to bother how my home is also, mis match colours doesnt bother me at all. HA!

Ok, going to find a cosy place to continue day dream and think about what i want. Hee..Tata!!

~~Revamp~~

I wanna do something to my room. I wanna get a cupboard for clothes and a bed frame. Daddy has already brought my computer downstairs in the living room, now its time for me to go shop for my stuffs! Cant wait! I'm going to get rid of he bed-head and my current wardrobe, and put 2 new ones in there. I need one that is big enough so that i cant put all of my clothes in there, if there are empty spaces, I'll get more new clothes ;)

Nahz, Im not going to get pink stuffs, maybe white or black. But seriously, i dont really care if they match my room colour or each other, I'll just get what i like, who cares about matching colours anyway? No one's going to come in my room. Its not for show. Ha!

Tomorrow is going to be a GREAT day.Haha!! Boss is not around, he went for overseas trip till Friday and its going to be Xiu Hua's last day in the Co, sad =( She's the gal i'm taking over..From Tues, Im going to be all alone. haiz.. but anyway, tomorrow, we are going to have steamboat for lunch. hehe..cant wait!

Okies, off to shower.. I smell of oil, been deep frying stuffs. Yucks! Tata!!

~~Updates~~

This is my first post ever since i came back from Aust. Yes, Im back in SG already.hehe..

I'm very happy because i can get to see all my friends and also Sotong. Missed him so much, but sadly, he will be in US since Sun till next Sat. 2 weeks of not having him around. Missing him so much =( but thank God, I've still have friends around me that will accompany me. hehe..

I've too got a job, working as Technical Sales Executive in a cheese company, and its already my 2nd week. I'm lucky because I went for interview the next day(2/07/08) after i came back from Aust and was offered immediately. I wanted to start yesterday, but my boss was kinda impatient, so i had to bring it forward, so not much time to rest actually.

I've got my results yesterday too. Kinda happy with it. Got 1 Dist and 3 High Dist =)
I've now formally passed with a BSc on hand, but heck la, no one looks at results anyway..duhz..

Haiz..Im missing Melbourne, missing sotong.. =(

~~Time to say Goodbye~~

This is the last post Im going to blog from Melbourne. Leaving on the plane at 330pm later (1st july). Its so sad to leave this place, lots of memories although its only a short one year, its really and extraordinary, priceless experience (well, not really priceless la..lol) Time really flies, I still remember last year around this time, I'm still preparing to come over here, worrying if my Visa would be approved etc, and its also my last day at Setsco. ha!

Over here in Melbourne,I've made many friends from many countries, but usually would hang out with the usual few. I'm so glad that during this trip, I've not only had my wish come true, by studying in RMIT, but also know who are true friends who are willing to help me when Im in need or in doubt, I've known the best lecturer I've ever had in my entire study life, and most importantly, I've known God even better.

Im so happy that this route is planned for me, and it all happens for a reason. Melbourne is such a wonderful city and i do hope that I can stay here, but I also know its impossible. Hehe.. But well, Im also glad to be back in SG, hugging and cuddling with Sotong, meeting up with friends etc..

SG, here i come!!

~~ Sad~~

Just came back from diner at Papa Gino's at Lygon, together with Liz (my meat lecturer), Ella & Ben ( Her kids), Xinyi, Cher and Sam. We wanted to treat her just before we leave Melbourne.

She is the best lecturer i ever had. Someone who is willing to sacrifice her health, her sleep, her time just to listen to you. She makes sure you understands what she is teaching, ensures that her power point slides are interesting, willing to extend date lines for you if you have a valid reason, patient. But only thing, she is a real tough marker. haha..But im fine with that, because at least when she teaches, i understand deep deep. Love her to bits.

I teared when we left her just now, so hard to say goodbye to such a nice lecturer. I'm sooo gonna miss her alot. haiz..

~~ Its OVER~~

OMG! Its over! I've graduated from RMIT (i hope)!! I cant finish my paper today. Just aim for a credit for this paper la...

I've gained something, and lost something as well.. We'll see when time comes.

~~Last paper~~

Last paper tomorrow and I've graduated! YIPPEEEE.. Wow, there are loads of things i wanna do when i go back SG and i cant wait! Going to have wonderful steamboat tomorrow after my paper. hehe..

I will definitely miss Melbourne alot, especially the weather. Though i always complain cold cold cold, but then, its still slightly better then SG's weather. And life here is really nice and relaxing. If only i could get PR here. But too bad la, no chance.haha..

*daydreams*

~Bored~

Usual Sunday, went to Church in morning, then went to walk around with XY, and bought a top for interview. But cant find any bottoms, so gave up and went back home. I'm suppose to STUDY now but just feel tooo lazy. haiz...

My poor sotong have been sick since Wednesday. Sorry dear, cant be there to look after you..love you much!!

Having meat exams on Tues and a week from then, I'll be in my flight back to SG. YEAH!! Cant wait..hehe..

Ok, felt abit better liao, go back study le. Adios!

~~For Boyfriends~~

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

This is what i meant by Kou Bu Dui Xin..Girls, all like that..lol

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

I'm so lucky I've found mine =)

~~Arghhhhh~~

Its been over a month and still no interview. Im back to the "finding jobs" phase. Been applying for almost all those that i could apply, only a few got back to me. He asked if i could go down for interview this week but haiz..he then replied saying that he would be interviewing more people this and next week and only if he could not find anyone suitable, he will ask me down for interview.SAD!

Help me find a job please????

*Happy*

Yeahhhhhh!! so many things to be happy about..

1) I've finish my 2nd paper and having my 3rd paper already!
2) My contact lens are here (as in still on its way to my house la)..Went i go back Sg, i can use it liao!
3) Its only 14 more days am I AM BACK!!And i can hug Sotong liao =)
4) Heee.. and My Sotong made me happy because of something he said. Love him soo much =)

Ok, Want to go watch NCIS liao. Wooohooo..Byee

~~ I'm Studying~~

As if!!! Cant wait for my exams to be over and I'll be back in SG withing 20 days!!! Yippee!!

My head is now all about dairy, colour and GMP. Duhz...This friday is my first battle out of 4. The battle: SENSORY. Wish me luck everyone! haha..

Includes colour and all those ANOVA thingy. But damn heng, VERY LITTLE calculations. HATE maths to the core----> because im bad at it. HEEE...

Anyway, I've heard of the story about one of my peers, whom Hazel claimed that i know him, but i dont remeber. Anyway, He's from TP, ITAS (should be in the AS). He recently got ROM with another girl whom he dated for 5 yrs, since poly, and this girl is also from AS. I think she's from food science. Anyway, this girl recently got a job at Bread Talk doing QC, and claims she work 7 days a week due to her busy schedule. And because of that, she decided to cancel off her wedding, even though dinner restaurants all these haven been booked.

This poor guy is not in SG right now, but this girl decides to annul her marriage whether he agree or not. Yes, within a year of ROM, you can do that. BUT FOR FUCK?!!!?!? I dont know the real reason why she decides to do that, but the main thing is: FOR FUCK U AGREE TO HIS PROPOSAL IN THE FIRST PLACE??? duhz..

*phew* Ji Dong.. But i just cant stand such people la! ok, I dont blame her if the guy have some one else or something soo serious happened after the marriage that she cant take it. but if its not, CAN TALK DE LO! DUHZ..

ok, Shiok already. Go back to study le.Heee..

Have you heard of the starfish story?

As the old man walked the beach at dawn, he noticed a boy ahead of him picking up starfish and flinging them into the sea. Finally catching up with the boy, he asked why he was doing this. The answer was that the stranded starfish would die if left until the morning sun.

"But the beach goes on for miles and there are millions of starfish," said the old man. "How can your effort make any difference?"

The boy looked at the starfish in his hand and then threw it safely into the waves. "It makes a difference to this one," he said.

Meaningful ya? Mother Teresa said: " If you cant feed a hundred, then just feed one."

Just love quotes, its soo meaningful..

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Do you believe in dreams?

Haha..i dont! but the dream i had few nights ago is a true one. Not totally la.

I dreamt that I was back in SG, at home. Then my brother brought a girl back and announced: This is my girlfriend. She has long hair, her name starts with "M" and is someone my sister knows.

Wahaha.. I was talking to my mum today in the afternoon, and she told me that my brother have a gf, for about a month liao. She wanted to suprise me when i come back in july, but she forgot that my bro wont be in SG anymore. Haha.. Her name is Joanne, and her surname is Wong.. Well, at least if the "M" in my dream is inverted, it becomes "W" wahahah..close la..hehe.. Nope, my sis dont know her. I told my mum about my dream, and she kept laughing, i told her its brother and sister's telepathy. haha..

ok..enough of blogging, got to go back study liao. Gambate!!

~~Days of Exams~~

Been watching this show: 翻滾吧！蛋炒飯 (Rolling Love) lately on Crunchyroll. haha..cant study, so watched this show. I think its one of the latest? Not sure, its popular in CR, so try try la. yaya, Taiwan show again, its funny..heh heh..I love this guy from Fahrenheit (Fei Lun Hai), nono, not Wu Zhun (i duno y so many gals go crazy over him) but Wang Dong Cheng (Jiro)!! I love his acting ever since i saw Hana Kimi(Taiwan), the show with Wu Zhun and S.H.E's Ella.

Been sinfully online shopping these days. Not very into study.haha..and i bought 2 pairs of contact lens from LJ spree! Hiak hiak hiak.. 1 brown, 1 black. Natural ok liao, if nice, then might try wilder colours like grey, or even those with hearts, or stars pictures in it!! Wahahaha...I think that Sotong is NOT going to look into my eyes again if i get those.. Hehehe..Right, dear?? *Threatening look*

Well, the colour is not as Kua Zhang la, not VERY black or brown, i hope. hehe..


Was wondering if I should get this as well. Haha..looks like those shui wang wang (teary) types of eyes. Is the Brown or Grey nicer??? Comments please???

I cant wait to go back SG!! YEAH!! hehe..cant wait for my exams to be over as well..but have to start working liao. So sian. Been looking for jobs lately, send out a number of resumes, but no one contacted me =(

Actually, got 1. From an agency. He called my SG number. It took him a while to realise that I'm in Melbourne, not SG. I tried to tell him a few times, but i dont know why he didnt get it. Here's part of the Conversation:

He:" Ermm..the job you applied is in Woodlands and you staying in Tampines, you sure you are ok with it?"

Me:" Yea. why not? My previous jobs are in the west. And i guess, the industry i want to work in are all in the west, so im fine with it."

He: "Oh, i see... Then you have been working till June 2007, so what have you been doing till date?" (OBVIOUSLY he didnt read my resume!! -_-"")

Me: " I'm studying, I came over to Aust to further my studies"

He:" Oh, i see.. Study what? Advance Diploma?" ( DIAOZ....)

Me: " Erm, no? I'm taking my Bachelor in Food Science."

He: "Oh..ok.. So,if you were to get the job in this company, how would you get there?" (Do agents ask such questions??)

Me: "Erm.. i will take either bus or MRT, depends which is faster lo."

He: "oh! Bus is faster! You can take 168 from...blah blah blah... I used to stay in Tampines, and i thought bus is faster to Woodlands as the bus uses the expressway."

Me:" Oh, ok. Thanks you." (cant stop laughing man!)

He: "So how do i contact you since you are in Aust? Oh wait! you are in Aust!! and Im calling your SG mobile" (Wa piangz.. I want to hit my head on the wall)

Me:" Ermm, yea, i brought my SG number over here."

He:" Wa, okok, then better not talk so much, very expensive. So i will help you apply this job, and will contact you if there is any news. ok?"

Me: " Yup. Sure. Thank you. Bye.."

He: "Bye"

It was already 16 minutes worth of call lo!! Still say dont talk so much. Duhz..ok, shall not blame him, since he's helping me. haha..

Ok, time's up! Go study liao. hehe..update when i shopped for new stuffs again! haha..

~~ 1 Litre of Tears ~~

Just finished watching that series. So sad.. Its about a girl called Aya Kito, she wrote a diary about her life after she found out that she was suffering from Spinocerebellar ataxia when she was only 15 years old!! and so sadly, she only managed to live up to 25 years old. Its a true story... and a real sad one.. Kept crying man! Now i know why people say that its nice..Its really touching.. sigh..

~~ Shopping~~




$5 tops..hehe..


Belts for $3 each..


And finally, my favourite item of my stuffs! Metallic logo Havaianas!! Been looking for it but was already sold out last year, and now its BACK!! wahahaha.. LOVE IT!!

Next week is already the last week of the semester and exams, and back to SG! cant wait man.hehe.. Am now watching " 1 Litre of Tears". Its a true story and heard its quite sad. Only started..so..wait till i finish then i blog about it. hehe..

Help!Knock me unconscious!


Got to wake up at 3++ am tomorrow to get ready for my fish market visit!! *dead* We need to reach there by 5am and i cant get to sleep now! Iyo..Cham, tomorrow sure Zombie one..


I've just finished watching "Why Why Love", by Rainie Yang. Quite a nice show, but only for those who likes Taiwanese Idol Dramas.. Im not crazy over these stars la, just that i feel very relax watching these shows, because of their exaggerating facial expressions. I always love the part where the guy express his love to someone who dont like him. In almost every Taiwanese drama sure have. And sometimes, you can really laugh your head off *mine still intact of course*.


Oh ya, there's a new pedestrian bridge call Alexandra Arch right? I wanna go there man, seems like a nice place, especially at night!! Like very romantic sia... EH Fred!! you promised to bring me there one ah! heh heh.. Ok, want to talk to Sotong liao.heh heh..TATA!!

~~Biscuits~~


Hiak Hiak.. Coles having sale on snacks! wahaha..cant resist myself and bought some stuffs



My all time favourite, TIM TAM!! wahaha..Not sure if Tim Tam Crush is sold in SG, but i haven tried this Crush series. heh heh..But i have faith in Arnotts' biscuits! The Pods is super nice as well! Like the snickers one...but sold out so i bought Twix. Haven open it yet. haha..

The Xiao Xiong Biscuits is chestnut flavour..those who know me knows I actually love the roasted chestnuts sold in SG. YUMMY!! Haven open the biscuit also, so not sure if its nice.hehe..

Im going home in 46 Days!!!!!!!! Yippee!!! CAnt wait to touch down SG man, but I sure cant bear to leave Melbourne as well. So much fun over here..and so good friends i've made..haiz.. But i too cant wait to meet up with my friends in SG as well!!

PS Fred: the Bintan trip confirm liao ma?? I want to go lei...faster confirm hor....

Another 2 weeks of lessons, then im free of lessons for the rest of my life! No more being a full time student. My last chance already...Working life sucks man..But i think Exams sucks more..heh heh..

Got soooooooooo many things to do when i go back. Haha!! Missing the food already...and also my favourite Sotong..heh heh..

CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!! *happy*

HEHEHE!!! Im relaxing right now!!!!!!!!

Been through damn stressful weeks of torture, agony, frustration, late nights, long hours in school and stupid practicals. FINALLY i handed in my assignment and over with my TEST!! Pheww!!!!!!!!

Im so happy that i dont feel like doing anything today. I shall relax for a day and start anything tomorrow. Cant rest too long, getting a Just Pass is the result of sleeping early. !@#$%

Hiak hiak hiak..cant help but keep smiling. hehehe..

Thats the side effect of being too stress..